20 year old Anneline Pillay Shares her story to help Teens who maybe be faced with the situation of “Suicide”.
I Attempted Sucide more than “50” Times.
Through Personal Problems. I was Physically and Emotionally abused at that time. The thing that affected me the most was the way in which People Percieved me, It really brought down my Self-esteem.
People use to tell me that I’m Fat, Black and Ugly and after hearing it from so many people, I started to believe it… I really felt WORTHLESS.
I was never a person to EXPRESS what I felt… I preferred to keep things to myself. Ultimately I think that was my downfall… Bottling everything up!
Personally, I DO. They don’t undertsand. Only people who’ve been through it themselves can understand, not people who have heard the same story a Hundred Times!
Yes it did. I guess its because they didn’t understand why I was doing it. They didn’t know how to be “there” for me and what to do and above all no person who loves you would want to bear the thought and pain of loosing you.
NO!, I have no regrets… Had it not been for all of that I would have never been the person I am today. As the say “There’s nowhere left to fall when you reach the bottom”. Well Suicide has being my rock bottom and they only left was to go up!
NOT AT ALL! I though that after all this I’d probably have brain damage. I thought that I wouldn’t be intelligent enough to finish school. God gives you second Chances but for me he gave me more than 1 and he can DO IT FOR YOU TOO!
. You feel numb because you’ve been hurting so much, this couldn’t possibly hurt you anymore. Its almost a feeling of relief.
TALKING helps a lot. You let the person know and see how much love and support they actually have. You assure them that there is Light at the End of the Tunnel and that no Problem is too BIG. Parents should always be “open” with their Kids.
Talk About It!!! This is NOT a Way out! Your life is to precious and you have a meaningful Purpose here on Earth! Its so important to it off your chest. Many teens resort to that because they feel that they have no one to talk to. Remember ” There is Always Someone Out There To Help”. Thank You Anneline For those words of inspiration. Wishing you everything of the best in the near future and may you grow from strenght to strenght.
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